Monday, August 20, 2007
9:13 AM
you had me at hello...
slowly
dont breathe yet
i want to see your breath
crystalise on the window pane
you held me in your hands
laughing while we lay next to each other
you dont know yet
but you are everything to me baby
if a time comes and you chose to leave
i will wait
im still waiting
im moved by you and this love
i love love completely
just one more moment
to last forever...
take me deeper now...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
2:25 AM
this is random but i like the fragrance
from christian dior... *bong*
aniwaes just came home
from watching the stupid fireworks
at esplanade. went with timothy and his friends.
then stood there waiting for damn bloody long.
for like an hour?
but finally the fireworks started and
like lasted for less than half an hour.
but it was still gorgeous mann.
i love fireworks=)
tonight was from Portugal and
yesterday's was from Italy i tink.
but trying to get home was crazy
people were everywhere.
at one point, we were stuck at the traffic light
and the crowd was building up
couldnt cross over to raffles place to the mrt la.
one poor uncle fell while trying to run
for the light. everybody was running.
so i run also la.
finally, met rachel outside starbucks after she
knocked off and then came back to bedok
and slack watching football
at fav. joint now.
'the kopitiam...tiam.tiam.tiam'
idontevennoe. who is playing in the game.
i tink it was something derby haiz.
but i noe the score
4 to nil. i tink that was the score la.
haiz. very tiredd now.
gona hit the sack. good night ya'll.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
6:56 PM
supper.blackpeppercrab.rachel.guinness.stout.
The story is she.
"she hangs out everyday near by the beach, having a Heineken, falling asleep... she looks so sexy when she's walking the sand. she is the story, the story is she. she is the one that you will never forget. she must be the reason why god made a girl. she is so pretty all over the world"
Monday, August 13, 2007
4:18 AM
today bong as usual
my day started out as badly
i was bitch fitting again
i tink my mense la
went to slack at starbucks,
Seth attended to some angmo trio
but served my drinks first so they
were not too happy.
yeah, life sucks
try being a regular first k.
then went to forum. slack with emy to
wait for kak long to finish her shift.
but in the end the day didnt turn out so bad
yayy.
i saw you from across the crowd
tilt your head the way you do
your hair falling into your eyes
saw you smiling at me
from the corner my eyes
is there anyone more beautiful
this could be the start
of something beautiful.
"what a beautiful smile
can you stay for awhile
on this beautiful night
make everything right
for a beautiful love"
Friday, August 10, 2007
4:27 AM
i feel like crap today.
having my menses and cramps suck.
haiz. bong at home again
cos i totally dont feel like moving AT ALL.
i feel bad cos i have not been
to church like in months MONTHS!!!
im gona die in hell
dhana keeps asking me to follow la.
im sorry la dhana
i really wanted to go. tot of even making up
for the 6 oclock mass
but i really could not get out of bed
next week la aight.
he will prob go chick hunting in church
and i will bong beside him anyway
and hear the priest give out his
summon/sermon(is that what you call it?)idontnoe
i need to go for confession soon.
im afraid if i dont i wont be admitted to heaven
on top of everything, i noe i wont be admitted
haiz. the priest will prob have fits(touchwood)
when i tell him all my sins.
i can just imagine.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
4:01 AM
finally. everything is finished.
i dont noe why im doing business enterprise
when im in a hospitality and tourism course.
but alot about school doesnt make sense i guess.
was thinking alot of graduation.
no one talks about it. but its on my head.
last year alrdy. going into the work force.
though school sucks sometimes.
you complain together and you chiong together.
and evrytime i tink of graduation.
i feel damn depressed.
change will be inevitable.
i will be trying to get into airlines
and hopefully get to fly.
thats my dream since i was so little.
can i make it? i dont noe
but i noe the memories will definitely stay.
i will remember sentosa. and the old building
where we will go to slack and smoke.
i will prob. miss walking to school even.
look at the same stupid banner hanging
over business school everyday.
But now have to prepare for attachment. raffles hotel.
sylvia the butler. i hope i rock. hurhur.
Monday, August 6, 2007
3:28 AM
just got back home from town.
i was looking at eddie and emy and seeing how much
they love each other and it sorta makes me reflect
at my own love life which is laughable haha
im giving up. better be single. its sad really cos i tried.
i think i was supportive at first. it was suppose to
be a goddamn fling. aniwaes water under the bridge.
nowadays very very moody. dont like hanging out with
too many people.cos sometimes ppl unknowingly
piss me off. maybe i would be one of those old spinsters
knitting stuff, sitting on a rocking chair.
im starting my shit again haiz. sylvia, whats wrong?
WHAT!! puking again...like a merlion.
went to eat at design with the girls. ate malay food.
actually was very nice. after that just felt very bloated.
can feel myself heaving already.
i tink its psychological or im just sick la.
so excused myself to the toilet.
fingered my throat and puked like a merlion.
very"unglam" whatever.
but felt great after that...
the came back and act like nothing.
